recently i’ve been dealing with insecurities like a lot of them that i didn’t have before , for example my round face i didn’t even acknowledge it until someone that’s close to me started making jokes about it now it’s all i can think about , some of my family members also started to fat shaming me even though the doctor said my weight is pretty good for my age and height but i still struggle with those fat shaming comments a lot to the conclusion i can’t eat even when i’m hungry i feel like every little thing i eat is gonna make me fatter or obese and even tho people that aren’t in my family call me skinny or complement me the fat shaming comments and the round face comments still affect me more then the complements.i can’t take it anymore whenever some of my family member insult me or make fun of me or scream at me i feel like just breaking down right there but i can’t or else they’ll call me a cry baby . i would literally die for my siblings or cousins but i feel like they wouldn’t :(. i have to bottle up my feeling and just keep them there . i can’t even cry in my own room because i share a room so i don’t even have privacy like ever
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