I hate my body so much . I try so hard to learn to accept and love my self but it’s hard when my family is constantly telling me Im fat, I have bad acne, I’m ugly, I’m disgusting(they say more stuff). To be honest I think I started hating the way I look since 4th grade. Thats when I was molested and ever since then I started wearing sweaters and pants. I was to ashamed and scared to even expose a little bit of my skin. Im going into 10th grade now and I stopped using sweaters now but now i feel disgusting just wearing tight pants or a crop top. I started wearing clothes that I thought would help me feel better about myself but apparently that’s not the beauty standard. So for me to be able to fit in I started wearing crop tops, tight jeans, skirts etc. but then again “Im asking for it“aren’t I ? There’s days when I want to be pretty but I’m scared of being in the situation i was in 4th grade. I don’t think I’ll be able to feel comfortable and pretty ever.