Hey guys um I know a lot of us are insecure about certain things and I just wanted to share some of my insecurities. Hopefully, those of you who are also insecure about these things will feel a bit better knowing that you're not the only one.
Here we go, so uh for starters I'm trans, so most of my insecurities base from that.
I hate my voice. I hate how high pitched and squeaky it sounds. I actually enjoy having the flu for those scarce moments when my voice sounds just a little bit deeper. I hate my height. I hate that I'm only 5'2. Most girls and all boys are taller than me. I've been told that girls dont want to date short boys. I hate my chest. I hate having to wear a binder just to feel like me. Wearing a binder every day makes my back hurt terribly, but if I don't, the dysphoria is worse. I'd rather physically suffer than mentally suffer. I hate my arms/hands. I don't have hardly any muscle no matter how hard I try to gain it. I hate my hips. I hate how wide my hips are and how curvy my body is. I hate my face. I hate how when I smile, my cheeks become noticeable. I hate how feminine I look.
On the other side, there's some things I like about myself. And I think it's important that we list what we like next to our insecurities. I like my jawline. It's sharp and it makes me look masculine. I like my eyes. I don't have big, round eyes, and therefore, I look much more like a boy, especially with a mask on. I like how broad my shoulders look when I'm wearing a binder.
Anyway bye!
hey gorgeous! dont worry about those idiots at school, your not going to marry them anyways. they can keep their opinion to themselves. as long as you are nice and caring, any girl will fall for you.
i love you, you are a beautiful handsome boy that deserves the world.