Hey guys um I know a lot of us are insecure about certain things and I just wanted to share some of my insecurities. Hopefully, those of you who are also insecure about these things will feel a bit better knowing that you're not the only one.
Here we go, so uh for starters I'm trans, so most of my insecurities base from that.
I hate my voice. I hate how high pitched and squeaky it sounds. I actually enjoy having the flu for those scarce moments when my voice sounds just a little bit deeper. I hate my height. I hate that I'm only 5'2. Most girls and all boys are taller than me. I've been told that girls dont want to date short boys. I hate my chest. I hate having to wear a binder just to feel like me. Wearing a binder every day makes my back hurt terribly, but if I don't, the dysphoria is worse. I'd rather physically suffer than mentally suffer. I hate my arms/hands. I don't have hardly any muscle no matter how hard I try to gain it. I hate my hips. I hate how wide my hips are and how curvy my body is. I hate my face. I hate how when I smile, my cheeks become noticeable. I hate how feminine I look.
On the other side, there's some things I like about myself. And I think it's important that we list what we like next to our insecurities. I like my jawline. It's sharp and it makes me look masculine. I like my eyes. I don't have big, round eyes, and therefore, I look much more like a boy, especially with a mask on. I like how broad my shoulders look when I'm wearing a binder.