Mother always hurt me mentally, emotionally and sometimes physically (not all the time) it was so bad I had to hide my feelings and I still do, she always hurt me she makes me feel like I’m nothing, I always feel alone, I can spend time watching anime with my sister, or I could talk in the phone with my friends but after I’d always still feel alone, I eventually got used to it, I do admit I never had a close relationship with my mom, I never intended to get close after she hurt me, never truly spoke my mind near her, when I did it was small, never big. She always seems to want to hurt me by my appearance but I don’t feel it anymore I only get serious and answer madly so she could leave me alone, I go to my room and just watch anime and feel better, nothing truly makes me as happy as anime and only a couple of friends, my mom always makes me feel so worthless, no matter what I do, she just always says I’m the trouble child when I barely do anything, she makes me wanna die, I just want to kill myself when she brings me down, not for my sake but for hers, I feel like a burden to her, I always feel like I trouble her, even if I do nothing, if she ever told me do kill myself I feel like I’d do it to help her instead of myself
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