hi! i have a few issues with myself and have for a while. for starters, i’ve gained a significant amount of weight and i find it harder to love myself every day. i just feel disgusting and i’ve even found my self wishing i had an ed just so i could lose weight despite knowing how harmful ed’s are. secondly, my face kinda disgusts me sometimes. my nose is so round and it makes me look younger than i am. also, my acne worsens every day even though that one’s my fault. i just can’t find motivation to wash my face or work out or do stuff that will improve it. lastly, i’m so lonely. ever since coming out, i‘m realizing just how unattractive i am. every girl is so out of my league. also, because i live in a relatively small town in the south, there’s not a huge out lesbian/bi population. i just want love and i don’t know why i can’t get it.