since i was extremely young i’ve always wanted to be pretty. i just wanted to look skinny, and have blue eyes, and be able to not feel like i’m being stared at. i always feel like i am. my whole entire life i’ve had body dysmorphia and it brings me down so much. i started self harming and recently i’ve been clean. usually i need male validation to feel confident. i know something’s wrong with me i just have no idea where to begin on fixing it. my beauty standards are so high and i’m depressed so i have no energy to work towards them. i try my hardest. i’m still trying. i’ll make it, i hope
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i’m so proud of you for being clean!!! always remember that you are always so beautiful. know your worth, i know how hard it can be. i used to never be confident with myself, and like you i needed constant reassurance. but now i know that my body is beautiful, even if i’m not skinny, or if i don’t have blue eyes. i’m grateful to have a healthy body and i’ve learned to love i. i hope you stay and i can’t wait until yo recognize your beauty:)<3