I gained 20 pounds this past year and it’s really scaring me because I’m overweight and I just hate my body like when I look in the mirror I just feel disgusted. But I can’t stop eating like when I see food it’s just I eat it and then I feel disgusted with myself afterwards and I can just feel my fat on me like I don’t know if that’s normal but I can just feel my fat and really just hate my body. I know I should exercise and stuff, my parents they think I’m a growing person so they always give me an extra amount of food and I told them I need to lose weight, I’m overweight but they don’t listen. And I feel like because of them I’m just kind of given up I do exercise every day, but it’s not helping and I’m just feeling really discouraged. I feel a little embarrassed because like I’m not disabled, I’m not starving and there’s a park that’s like five minutes away that I can always exercise in and I’m pretty privileged compared to many other people out there but I’m just, I don’t know what’s going on with me. I just feel so insecure like the other day I couldn’t wear a dress my mom brought me because it just showed my fat rolls and I just feel awful every day
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