Hi! i’m 13 And i’ve always struggled with self esteem issues since i was maybe around 8. i’ve always hated how i looked and i’ve never been able to be confident enough to wear crop tops and ect, one time (this was about 3 months ago) i was with my family in our car, coming back from a road trip, it was 8am and i was going to be seeing a lot of family and i the time i was feeling very self conscious, and i was trying to do my makeup in a rear view mirror, i struggle with anxiety, so i hated doing it in a crowded car with 4 other people. i couldn’t get my foundation right and i looked REALLY cakey, and i hated it so much and all i wanted to do was fix it, but i couldn’t, i broke down and started crying. my family pulled over and i took off all the makeup, but i felt so embarrassed. it was awful, nights and nights i constantly cry over the way my body is, and how i look. in the morning i look at myself in the mirror and i don’t see the same little girl i used to be , it’s so awful for me, but i’m trying to get better.