When I first moved to a new state, I had no friends. I was bullied multiple times throughout the year and I was depressed. I wouldn't tell anyone because I thought it would make me seem weak. I hated my life until I met you. We were best friends. You were the reason I wanted to go to church, and you are the reason I am where I am now. I never thought that I would lose you. You were the light in my life even if you didn't realize it. Whenever you would hold me, I would feel whole again. I still remember the last time you held me. I remember crying into your chest, and saying that "I'm not going to see you for a long time, and that I was really going to miss you." That was the first time you ever cried about me. When you started dating her, we kind of fell off. She took all the happiness I saw in you and drained it. You changed into a different person. You are not the same guy I met 2 years ago. Why would you lie to her? I never sent to you. Was it just an easy way out for you? Because it hurt me too- not just her. Losing you was one of the worst moments I've had while living here. You were always there for me to talk to and now... you just aren't.I still think about you everyday. I hope one day you will come and talk to me because I will always be there for you. I love you.
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