a few months ago my friend commited suicide. i was finally starting to feel happy and learned to love myself. that day i went to school confident and happy. i went to my 3rd period and people were crying. i didnt know what was going on. i asked the teacher once i sat down and she said "a student of ours took his life last night." once she said his name i was shocked and didnt know what to say. i didnt believe it. he was the most confident boy ive ever met and he impacted my life. after that day i havent been the same. ive felt like i cant do anything right or that im overreacting to certain things. it makes me feel so shitty. everyday is a pain. theres been so many times i looked at my pills and poured them into my hand looking at them wondering if i could do it. i just want to be happy again
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he would want you to be happy and live your life <3 please stay here, you matter