my life has always been bad from at young age i struggled with self esteem issues and my parents arguing a lot. fast forward to when i was 6, my parents were at an all time low. they were so unhappy together which was so obvious. i would walk into my parents room and see my mom had bruises all over her body. they would get into really bad fights and we would leave my dad and go live in a hotel for a few weeks. this happened 3 or 4 times until they finally got divorced. i left all my friends in my state and move to utah where my family is (i’m 7 right now). i met some really amazing friends. then 7 months after we moved to utah my mom made me stay with my dad for 2 weeks with about 3 days worth of clothing (my dad never took me shopping also) this is so long so i’m story about that. let me just skip to right now. my anger issues are so bad. i can’t control what makes me angry i want to just slap myself over and over to help with the stress of hold all of my anger in. i don’t wanna say i struggle with depression because i’m not diagnosed yet. i’ve been so happy lately but something is just off about me. i feel happy but i’m not at the same time. i don’t know what to do.
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