i have nothing to live for anything, i’m a piece of shit human with multiple mental disorders. i’m always moody and i let my anger out on my family and my friends which led my girlfriend into breaking up with me. i cant control myself it’s like a volcano. i struggle to make it through every single day and i cant do it anymore. my whole family thinks i’m just a liar to get attention and they can’t trust anything that i said. they’re very mentally abusive towards me. i cant deal with myself anymore. it gets harder and harder to make it through every day. i’m a bitch to every single person, i’m never truly sorry, i barely cry, i argue about everything and i always think i’m right, i get angry at people all the time because of my impulsivity and no self control, in my mind i HAVE to say whatever i’m thinking and i never think before i speak which also makes me lose even more friends. sometimes i start to think i’m an actual sociopath (not trying to self diagnose but i feel like there’s a high chance that i might be one) i have many other problems but this box isn’t big enough and this entire story is a mess that probably doesn’t make any sense. ONE MORE THING, no one can understand how my brain works, and it frustrates me so much.
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