I used to be a happy child. I was adventurous, and i always wanted attention. i didn’t care what people thought of me, and i was known as a little ball of sunshine. i had spunk, i loved playing around, and i had the best life i could ask for. but then i joined social media. and that’s where it went wrong. things that i used to love wearing, were no longer an option. because i feared being made fun of. i became insecure about the things that people usually said were beautiful. I got miserable. I was losing friends, and my social life. I didn’t have the motivation to try and do the things i once loved, because i was scared i would get judged. I miss my old self. i want to be the little girl who could laugh and play without worrying what people thought of me. i miss when i was close to everyone. i miss being the ball of sunshine everyone once knew. i just can’t see myself getting better. i have no support system and i hate myself. i hate who i’ve become. i used to be so fragile and sensitive towards others. and now i’m just, lost.