My mum struggles with addiction she doesn’t know i know but it’s kinda scarred me seeing her passed out on the couch her drifting off whenever I’m talking to her , she’s never all there and it’s ruined me I used to be so happy I hate myself so much , she once said to me if u keep eating that much you’re gonna get fat now I don’t eat (when I’m at home) but at my nans she makes me eat , I can’t tell her I’m struggling because whatever I’m going through she will diminish it coz “she’s gone through worse“ I think I have body dysmorphia I wake up everyday thinking I look so different I stay up late because it’s the only time I can be alone . What is wrong with me ?
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there is nothing wrong with you, so many people go through this just like you. if there is anyone else you can talk to about what you are feeling please do, or you can keep pushing your nan to realize that you need help. please eat, your mom doesn't understand what shes saying because of her state, and if she did she would know better than to say that. you're beautiful. i also stay up quite late, so if you ever need to talk late at night i'm here for you, my snap is itzyopotato (i made it when i was 10)