I've been very anxious even when I was younger, I always have the constant fear that I'm gonna be kidnaped or robed and feel like I'm being judged whenever I go out. I wanna say I have anxiety but I fear being told that I'm faking it and that it's all in my head, I love the thought of being alone because being alone means being safe.i got to share a little bit o this with a friend in hopes that I would be recognized she noticed and mentioned that I might have anxiety I was happy that she brought it up but then she quickly changed the subject as if she didn't want to hear anything else about the specific category. I told my mom what she said in hopes of her agreeing and maybe looking into the subject but got no response she just looked at me with a blank stare and then looked away ignoring me, I still don't really know why I expected her to do anything besides she has more important things to deal with.