i seriously can’t do this anymore. living drains me. i just feel so fucking worthless sometimes and i KNOW that no one gives a shit. it pains me to get up out of bed and breathe. my room is getting messier and messier and i cant find the will to clean it or even brush my teeth anymore. everyday feels like a pick and choose game. either i feel like i have to sh or try and attempt. i tried to commit suicide almost a week ago. i took almost 30 benadryl tablets at once. it would’ve been 9 days since i died if my attempt worked.
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hey its summer holidays you have weeks to get your life together, you can do it! maybe make a really good playlist and have a self care together. you have to love yourself before anyone loves you. i love you and am here for. stay strong, i love you :) <3
NO NO NO NO NO!!! BABE YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS PLEASE PLEASE TALK TO ME!! BITCH, I GIVE A SHIT! i am SO sorry you tried to commit suicide, please baby dont do it again, istg if i never get a reply back from this comment i will cry my heart out. seeing kind-hearted people like you feeling so low makes me want to cry. I PROMISE YOU, i give a shit. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! if you want we can talk more on here, instagram, discord ext. the meaning of life is to have whilst you can, please dont cut it off short. i know its not fun at the moment but i fucking PROMISE, if you use that strength you have to try and make a change your life will be better. please talk soon baby, i dont want to see precious people like you go. i give a shit. dont go, i love you and am here for you