i can't get diagnosed because i refuse to tell my mom how i feel.
sometimes, i'll just suddenly start crying.
i don't do anything bad, but i've been really upset lately.
if i'm alone i cry. it's one of the only things i have to do so i just cry.
usually i'll go to my friend but lately he hasn't been online. he's stationed in a mental hospital i think? i've been super upset since then because i have nobody to vent to. i vent to myself or cry. that's the only thing i have.