I don’t want to be alone anymore.
My friends from school aren’t really my friends, they’re kind of just my friends ‘cause they’re there. My snapchat is so dry I have one person on my best friend list.
My siblings are all so much younger than me so I cannot talk to them or do much with them apart from playing dolls.
My cousins don’t like me very much- or they do, but they don’t notice me enough. I feel so insignificant. All I want is one friend- one good friend. I don’t ask for much. I’m the one person who is always there for my friends. I’m always there to talk, give advice- whatever they need.
It got to the point where I pushed down my own feelings and thoughts and now i’m numb. I don’t feel anything and it scares me. How can I be like this? I just don’t want to be alone anymore.
i totally get you, the feeling of having no one you can really talk too and be completely open with. It makes you feel so lonely and locked away. If you need someone to talk too you can reach out:)