im only 12, but i feel terrible. i have only 1 friend, i feel disgusting and u likable. i used to be really rude and mean to everyone because i was scared of getting too close. my mom and i argue every single day, even if its not my fault she always finds a way to guilt trip me. she would say things like “sometimes i just want to kill myself” “youre the reason my hairs are turning grey” “ur raising my blood pressure to put me in the hospital and die” “ i just want to die” “you dont love me do you” “you dont care about me or my feelings” “i give u food, a house, pay the bills and buy u you’re necessities why cant you just act grateful” except, i am grateful and i show it. i get that everyone argues once in a while but she makes me feel worthless” i wouldnt be insecure right now if it werent for her. “you need to lose a little extra pounds” “your arms are fine even though theyre hairy” “yea your nose is kinda big” “why does your nose look like that” “start working out” i hate it she makes me feel disgusting. i love my mom but shes the reason i want to kill myself.if it werent for her and actung like im the reason she goin
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