i feel like I have no proper friends. sure i’ve got my school friends (but if i’m being honest they’re not really “friends” as such they’re kinda just there.
My siblings are all so much younger than I am so I can never really talk to them. I try to talk to my cousins but they don’t really care much. I always compensate for my sister because I just don’t want to be a problem. if my sister asks to buy something expensive, I wont buy something for a month after that in turn. if she talks, i keep quiet so that my parents don’t get annoyed with all the talking.
I feel like i’m overreacting, and I also feeling invalidated because i’m young. i’m only 13, and people always say that what you feel at 13 isn’t true. but I don’t know what it is. I just feel so numb inside and I don’t know what to do.