i can’t anymore. i’m numb. i act happy around my family and friends and then when i am by myself, i can finally be who i am. i’m scared to come forth to anyone because i’m scared of showing my emotions. i’m extremely insecure about my body and i have absolutely no confidence. i look at everyone around me and see skinny bodies and bikinis. why can’t i just look like that? why do i have to be the way i am? i’ve been working out a lot lately or try to be the way i want to be and it’s not working. i just want to be happy. that’s it.
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you are such a strong person and you are so valid. how you perceive you body, doesn’t define how beautiful you are. surround yourself with people that make you happy, and you won’t even be bothered by it. i love you. and if weren’t already reminded about it today, you are worth it love. 💝