Hi, id say my name but this whole thing was made so you are annonymous. Ill go by R. When i was 8, my teachers started noticing that i would often zone out. This repeated for about 3 years. Last year, we went to get my brain waves checked. My dad believed i had a syndrome of some sort. We got our results and nothing was wrong. A few weeks later, i had my annual doctors appointment. I explained to her what was happening. A week later i was diagnosed with anxiety. The actual illness. Id always thought i had trouble communicating and doing stuff sometimes, but i never realized it was that bad. Now, im always afraid of judgement. The only people ive been able to talk to freely these past few months are my online friends. To make matters worse, a few months ago i got diagnosed with depression. People are scary. Math is scary. Getting things wrong is scary. Ruining things is scary. Things are scary. Im scared.
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