i know i need help, but i’m not sure how to get that help. my parents told me before that they don’t believe in mental illness and i’m not gonna go around telling everyone that i have depression (even though i show most of the symptoms and i’m sewer cidel)
cuz i’m not one of those self diagnosed bitches. i just feel so fucking worthless sometimes and i convince myself that no one gives a shit. it pains me to get up out of bed and breathe. my room is getting messier and messier and i cant find the will to clean it or even brush my teeth anymore. everyday feels like a pick and choose game. either i feel like i have to sh or try and attempt.