hi this is basiclaly a vent basically i hate my life and i'm literally numb sinking lol i lost all my friends and i'm not even kidding when i say that. i don't think i'm capable of feeling love anymore. towards anyone... platonically or romantically... my family is so fucking toxic i hate my parents bruh i think i'm starting to get anger issues because everything they say and do to me makes me want to smash my head into the wall so hard xd!!! a ha ha. so funny. they keep telling me the reason i'm not as good as *insert other asian friend* is because i'm lazy and i don't work as hard as them. they don't believe in smarts. they keep telling me i'm not good enough and my grades are worse than *insert friend* because they put more effort in than me. but um chile i'm litrally trying my hardest and i can barely find the motivation to l i v e anymore so what do they expect me to do. study for ap chem? i think the fuck not. i literally started hyperventilating the other day in front of them because they decided to lecture tf outta me for not trying in school. when i work my ass off. bitch. so embarassing. i couldnt breathe and everything. anyways that's my life so ya never seeing the light again would be great. someone help. pls. omg does anyone wanna be my friend that would give me something to live for. thanks. drop ur socials in the discussion if anyone sees this or cares to reply. love u gys
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hii, i totally relate to you, i’ve lost the majority of my friends especially due to covid and my parents also expect so much from and call me a disappointment because i’m not like my perfect siblings but i’m already doing ap and ib classes and doing my best but they’re toxic and only care about my grades and not my mental health or whether i’m struggling, i know it’s so easy to lose the motivation to live or even get out of bed especially when you’re stuck in a situation like that but i’m here for you, i know we don’t know each other but i’d love to become friends or just someone you can always talk to or rant to, it’s not like i would tell anyone lol and i’m the therapist friend so i’m pretty at listening and giving advice, my instagram and snapchat are ilenis.g, i’d love to talk and get to know you :)