I am so sick and tired of this world and if i could and if i was ready i would take a knife rn and go stab myself , i cant do this anymore Its so god damn hard to keep living when everyone judges you and leaves you , all my friends have left me , i have absolutely nobody and the only interaction i have with people is when they are shaming me , for my actions when i do nothing wrong I have to admit , i have fucked up so hard in the past with things and i regret it so much and it makes me a horrible person for it