I'm in so much pain all of the time. I'm alive pretty much solely for other people. I don't want my friends to be sad. My dad would be so disappointed in me. I'm not always sad. I have happy moments and I have people I love who I hope love me back. I have a good life, but no matter what, I always come back to this terrible sadness. If I solve the problems I have now, more will just fill their places. If this is the best it gets, I don't want it. I don't want to be here anymore. I wish I could just get into a horrible accident or something so then I could finally die.
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