I deal with severe social-anxiety. And, different childhood traumas. My family doesn’t understand my social-anxiety and makes me do things, that I genuinely can’t. I can simply ask someone to order my food and I get “you’re grown, do it yourself”. When I walk into public it feels like all the walls are closing in and everyone is looking at me and talking about me. It makes me want to throw up. I can’t breathe. I cry. I don’t have friends because of it. I don’t have a S.O. I have once friend, i’ve known her since I was a child. I also deal with anger issues. I tend to get very mad over tiny things, so i’ll break stuff. And yell. Hit. scratch. whatever i can do to take anger out. both of those things affect my life a lot. Causing me to constantly be sad, or worried. I always tell myself it’ll be okay. but, it feels like it won’t. I’m tired.
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