the sad thing is i’m 14... and have gone through more than my 24 year old sister. so i’m kinda gonna explain my life just cause i never really tell anyone and i hope this will make me feel better. so basically when i was 9 my mom left a month before my birthday and everyone forgot about my 10th birthday that year(in my family turning 10 is a big deal) and when she came back 6 months later all her and my dad did was argue so i stayed the night at my cousins house a lot(which is important later) and later found out the man who i thought was my father all my life is my step dad. i started getting rlly depressed and suicidal (in the 5th grade) and started cutting. when i went to middle school i got bullied which led me to hate my body, have a ed and cut to the point where once a week the guidance counselor had to check my wrists. i forgot to mention in 5th grade i started smoking and drinking. in 7th grade i dated this boy who cheated on me and completely shattered my heart which made me hate myself even more and start doing coke. and get addicted to it. i attempted suicide a minimum of 5 times in the first semester of 7th grade alone. in the second semester i found out that since 5th grade my cousin would sexually touch me in my sleep and record it. which broke me even more and i got addicted to coke again and attempted suicide like 5 more times. in 8th grade everything was going great until i got put into therapy and found out that my step dad was mentally and emotionally abusing me and i thought he was just being a good parent now i’m going into high school living w my bestfriend addicted to nicotine coke and sex and a raging bisexual w extreme mental issues💚
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You have been through so much. You’re so much stronger than you know , never give up you will get through everything . You can always talk to me . Add my snapchat if you want to talk . my username is lolaridgeway always here 💗