THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW IF YOURE GONNA READ THIS🙀
things you should know if you’re genuinely gonna read this, i have social anxiety, i’m extremely sensitive😹
(TW⚠️). i’ve sh but i’ve never been officially diagnosed with anything like depression so i can’t really say anything bout that. my sister has autism which makes everything a lot harder than it needs to be
this entire thing is basically gonna be about random things n shit no ones gonna understand haha:
when i talk to two people or more i always feel so ignored, and my sensitiveness doesn’t help with my shitty mental health at all. it has such a big impact on me just feeling so ignored and alone and like the people i know hate me.
i cant go outside anymore because i’m so anxious that people are staring and watching, i legitimately cant convince myself that no one is watching. i hate it so much. i never go to the store, i never go outside unless it’s in my backyard and i never hang out with my friends because i’m too anxious.
MY PARTNER :(
i feel really bad for my partner because they constantly want to hang out but every time i always end up saying no because i can’t get out of bed or i’m just too anxious. i feel so terrible and i genuinely dunno why they’re still with me :/ we never get to call because AGAIN, i’m too anxious.
i have daily thoughts about suicide and i can’t tell anyone. i’ve almost attempted twice but got stopped both times coincidently. i know that’s not normal but i can’t tell my mom or a therapist because i’m scared they’re gonna send me to a mental hospital or some shit, i mean i want help but i don’t need that serious of help or want to go there.