So, let’s say I met this guy my freshman year, he was a year older. We instantly clicked because we both played the same sport. Over time, we became best friends. We literally did EVERY SINGLE THING together, but like I said, he was my BOY best friend. He likes boys tho, so don’t think this is a love story. Well, I also had my GIRL best friend, which I still have. But, a year ago, she moved to a different country, we still talk everyday and we are still besties. But when she left, my heart got broken, everyday at lunch I would cry because I missed her, and my BOY best friend was never there for me, and I thought he would be. So, that’s when I started seeing that he only cared about him, his stories, his talks, his everything, but what about me? We would only hangout when he wanted, when it was up for his convenience, when HE was bored, when HE was sad, but when I was sad or bored or just simply wanted to hangout with someone, he would say “naaah not today, I’m sleeping rn” or he would put excuses. But I was like whatever, for a good year. I recently got a job, and I asked for his support, and he simply didn’t give a fuck. And then I realized, why am I ALWAYS there for him, he had some family issues and I was there, all the time, I even offered him to live at my house and I had to convince my mom, she said yes but idk what happened and he never moved here. And even tho I didn’t have a single penny, or a car, I offered whatever I had, my time, I would ask my mom for money, to take him home when he didn’t have a car, even not having SHIT to offer. Idk if you get what I’m trynna say but yeah. Oh but wait, he did have time for his h0es, he would hookup with them at like 4am, and that’s when I would feel like I was nothing. But then just 2 days ago I told him that I don’t want to be his friend anymore because it was all about him him and him, but whenever I needed support, to be listened to, or just a favor, he wasn’t there. It was just m and him, and I don’t have anymore friends, I do, but they’re far. But yes, that’s my story but now I have to focus on my new job, and get that cashhhh hahah.
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