My mom has mentally and physically abused me for years. I am not going to get into all the details, but all of it affected me greatly. I have severe GAD and cronic insomnia. My anxiety affects everything I do. I can't eat, I can't socialize, some days I can't even get out of bed. And the insomnia, I haven't gotten a fulls night sleep in over 3 weeks. Regardless of my mom's mental illnesses, my brothers still go to her house every other weekend and every Wednesday. I am constantly worrying about them and wondering is she is acting up again. She refused to get help. This makes it very hard to have a relationship with her. We have gone to 3 different therapists, all ended session because of how out of control she is, and they don't want my mental problems getting any worse. I started cutting myself at age 12, and haven't stopped. I am very good at make up, so hiding my scars are easy for me. I just want all the pain to go away. I don't know what to do anymore
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