i can’t handle this anymore. i have been a top student all my life, countless friends, healthy relationships and loving school. now the hardest thing to do is getting out of bed. ive drifted for tom a all my friends and im dreading school. ive never felt more distant from my own self.
ive lost go hope in being happy. i don’t want it just for it to be taken away from me again.
gum has become toothpaste and the majority of my meals, showers are non existent, and the person who i always has have opened up to doesn’t want to be that person anymore.
i can’t stand how i look. i’m so fat and it’s just one more reason to leave this hell. i’ve become so obsessed with every calorie i’ve consumed and burned along with working out. i’ve seen dropped 15 pounds but i look exactly the same as i did i did before. i need to lose more.
my anxiety is on high and the rest of myself cant take another day without completely shutting down. i just cant find a reason to stay.
im so sorry you're feeling this way, and I don't want to be THAT person, but i've never related to a post more. Just please stick around, okay? we can get through this.
hey queen im sorry you feel like this. i just want to tell you that you are perfect and i know it's not easy but you are so strong and i know that you won't give up. i don't know you personally but please stay. you are here for a reason and i have so much faith in you. i love you so much queen. keep your head up, you are so strong <3