i wanna scream. im so scared. its like theres nothing for me. i dont know how to explain this. im so messed up. i just need something. i feel like im going out of my mind. there are so many things in my brain that just arent okay. it feels like im never going to be okay. its like im slowly drowning and no one even cares?? maybe its just my fault? why do i even feel like this? i have no reason to feel like this. i have parents are still together, a supportive sibling and loving friends SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE IM SUFFOCATING??? why does it feel like everything is going so fast and im stuck. im so stuck. i just want it to stop. i want it to stop. why wont it just stop??????? its so hard. i dont want to feel anymore. yet alone breathe. i just-
i dont know anymore.