My parents and I got evicted from our apartment in January of 2020 because they couldn't pay the bills on time. Now we're in this disgusting motel for god knows how long. We were gonna move into this house, but the people who we were gonna buy it from never responded or told us that our house was done and ready. Then we had to wait and wait and wait. It's August 23rd and we're still here. My parents haven't found a house yet. I'm miserable here, and I'm so young, I can't have a job to help my parents. I feel like this is all my fault and I've had tremendous death thoughts. I feel like my parents could've afforded everything if they didn't have to buy everything for me (clothes, food, water, etc). Three times I've tried to cut myself, but I just couldn't do it. I also have online school which is even more embarrassing because I have to hide where I live. I don't want to experience being here anymore. I wish I could've been rich and give my parents lots of money because they deserve it for all their hard work.
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hey, it’s not your fault. don’t blame yourself for stuff that just happens sometimes:(. and i agree with the other comment, please try to talk to someone because you are loved here❤️. it may seem hard now, but i promise that things will get better for you, so please stay for those better things that are in your future❤️. you have a whole future ahead of you, and yes, the present is tough, but when the road gets smoother, the grass will be greener for you❤️
hey, it sounds like things are tough. i'm so sorry for your situation. i wish i could give u advice on it but i really don't know what can be done. but your mental health is so important. Your life is valued! It isn't your fault that ur parents can't afford these things, everyone needs those basic things, everyone deserves them. i know cutting urself is tempting. it's just a temporary solution to your pain. i've had friends who have had thoughts of self-harm and have cut and attempted, but i never have and it makes me sad that i don't know how to help u. please talk to your school counselor, i know it might be tough but it's better than having no one else to help. also i know it seems like ur parents are probably dealing with a lot right now, but it's important that u inform them on what ur feeling. and of course I'm always here to talk, just as i'm sure many other people are! ur worth it :)