So, ever since the quarantine has happened my mental health has gone through a roller coaster. Since 8th grade (I am about to start my senior year of high school) I have had emetophobia (I have a fear of throwing up or getting sick in public/at school and bothering people) and have gone through periods of health anxiety. I am not unfamiliar with anxiety itself, but I have started fearing myself and my own brain which I am not familiar with/not familiar dealing with. Through some google searches I have found that maybe I have some mental health problems called dementiaphobia and harm ocd. Basically I have a fear of going crazy / being a psychopath and not knowing it and not being able to control my actions (dementiaphobia). With this has come a fear of harming myself or people I love (harm ocd). I do not want to harm anyone, but my brain keeps saying "What if you're a crazy psychopath murderer that's going to lose it one day and stab your family while they sleep?". It's even come with intrusive thoughts. I was in the kitchen with my brother one night and was standing by the drawer with the knives and I started freaking out, having intrusive thoughts of horrible things, and worried that I would lost control of my body and just start hurting him or myself. Does anyone else think or feel these things? I have never met or even heard of anyone with these anxieties so I would love to hear your stories if you have been through this (and how you deal with it / overcame it if you have).