I don’t have any actual diagnosed disorders because I’ve never been tested and I don’t want to self diagnose but I feel like I’m going to explode. The prospect of literally seeing others in public makes me want to throw up, in the past I’ve not been able to get out of bed and have s*lf harmed in non-permanent forms, I can’t concentrate at all most of the time and get frustrated to the point of illness and I got mad if someone breathes the wrong way. Literally idk what to do I can’t get tested rn and I have a history of mental health issues genetically and my parents have offered therapy but I know they’ll view me differently because my mom has been holding off for so long because she doesn’t want it on my record.