i have started self harming when i was in 8th grade. or 7th. i forgot. but stopped whenever a friend foud out and got mad at me and i felt bad so i stopped. but then continued whenever i found something out. it was honestly a stupid reason on why i started. it wasnt even worth cutting. but then i stopped whenever i met him in 9th grade. whenever i was going through something and felt overwhelmed. so i harmed myself. he called later that night and i was crying explaining what i did. and he was calm about it telling me to get a towel with warm water and put pressure on the cuts. after that night. i stopped cutting. it was because of him. around December he decided to leave. but i still stayed clean so whenever he came back ill tell him hiw long ive been clean so he can be proud. but then i realized he's not going to come back. so i relapsed. i still havent harmed myself. its been a few months. but i feel like im going to fall back to doing so.
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its good that its been a couple months. progress is progress. and if you ever need someone to talk to, im almost always awake. but if he left, thats his fault. i bet youre an amazing person who doesnt deserve to be hurt like that. i know we dont know eachother, but i love you and i hope you are doing okay :)