im using this as a distraction from the urge to hurt myself.
i cant do this.
i just want the pain. i dont know. my mind is so beyond repair its like im in a pit of darkness and despair. i just want my mind to stop. i just want everything to just stop. everything is just overflowing and i cant. i can barely hold on. i dont know anymore.
screw this.
hey, i know it's hard, but you are so much stronger than you believe you are. i know i'm just a stranger on the internet, but i care about you so much. you are so worthy of love and you don't deserve this feeling. try to take a break to just breathe and listen to some music or do something that makes you happy. you can do this. i believe in you :)