i have an internet best friend of almost 3 years, and i love her with all my heart. i got so attached to her these few years i feel like without her i would be nothing and there would be no point in life and i would eventually turn suic*dal. the problem i have is my jealousy. she has this other ibf that makes me jealous. i want to always be someones number 1 and wanna have someone only to myself. i hate seeing it when i always ask her to call and she never can cause of her siblings but she always calls with her other friend later on. i hate seeing it when she has someone else in her bio that's not me. i hate seeing her bring someone else up in our convos. we agreed to moving in togheter when were older and we planned everything and in the groupchat that we have togheger with him, her, and some other friends, her other ibf mentioned their moving in and i got so mad and jealous, cause i thought what we had was special. there are so many more reasons that make me jealous, like for example i wanted me and her to get these loveboxes basically, but she told me that she already was thinking about getting them with that other friend. again, made me mad and jealous. i really want to get rid of my jealousy, its gonna give me a lot of problems in friendships/relationships. were still friends but even to this day her and her friends make me jealous.
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