self harming makes me feel happy. its the only time i can feel like myself. i cant go a day without harming myself. i try to stop but it hurts more than the harming. the longest i have gone without self harm is a month. that month was LIVING hell for me. it hurt to not pick up a blade and slash my body. i want to recover and get over this and stop. not only for myself but for my mom.
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