I dont cut because i think i deserve it, i dont cut because i cant feel anhthing. i thought cutting myself would make it all better. I liked the way it felt. Ive become addicted to it. I cant stop doing now. My arms and legs look like a high school desk. My parents still dont know. When i cut i start crying, and it quickly turns to laughter as my blood drips onto the bathroom floor. I wish i never started.