around 8 or 9 months ago i started feeling sad. everyday i was sad. and no one knew. i decided that i was in such a bad place that i wanted to tell someone. i told my best fiend “i’m sad. i don’t want to do this anymore” and she cared in the moment but never mentioned, never checked on me, she didn’t even act like she knew. that hurt so much more than you can imagine. i started having suicidal thoughts everyday. and since i was to cowardly to do it, i started cutting myself on my wrist. at first it was just pressing down on my wrist with scissors for awhile so it wasn’t that bad. recently i started taking apart a pencil sharpener and using the blade. it did much more than i thought it would. it summer so i wear short sleeves. it’s getting harder and harder to hide it.
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