i’m only 12, i want to kms and i have been self harming for a while. i can’t get the courage to tell my mom cause she prolly will just yell at me and think i’m fine. i want to die.
I know you've probably heard this before but you have so much of your life ahead of you, and how feeling you're will get better over time. I had a friend who was just like you, he felt exactly how you did and felt like he couldn't tell his family. But it's been about half a year and he is much better. And if you get the urge to cut yourself try doing something that will take place of it, maybe start a diary about how you feel (that's what I do and it really helps) or draw how you feel or go on a walk or rewatch your favorite movie, and then see how you feel after. I know it's hard now, I know. But you owe it to yourself to stay. You won't know how much better it gets if you aren't here. And about your mom, maybe try writing her a letter telling her how you feel. That way you can plan out exactly what you want to say without worrying about interruptions. I really hope this helped
I know you've probably heard this before but you have so much of your life ahead of you, and how feeling you're will get better over time. I had a friend who was just like you, he felt exactly how you did and felt like he couldn't tell his family. But it's been about half a year and he is much better. And if you get the urge to cut yourself try doing something that will take place of it, maybe start a diary about how you feel (that's what I do and it really helps) or draw how you feel or go on a walk or rewatch your favorite movie, and then see how you feel after. I know it's hard now, I know. But you owe it to yourself to stay. You won't know how much better it gets if you aren't here. And about your mom, maybe try writing her a letter telling her how you feel. That way you can plan out exactly what you want to say without worrying about interruptions. I really hope this helped