my world started to crumble 2 years ago. my mental health deteriorated and I felt out of control. i felt numb and I just wanted to feel something. I read a story about a girl who felt numb and cut her wrists so I tried it once, then I became addicted. I hurt myself for 3 months till my family noticed and when they did they just asked me not to do it again. i clearly need therapy but they don’t realize. they found out in march 2019 and I decided for them I would stay clean. I went almost a year and half clean but last month I gave in after tons of family issues. I am addicted to it again and it’s getting worse. I’m tired of having this coping mechanism but it’s all I have. I hope some of you can relate.
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hey. this broke my heart to read. you are worth so much more than you think and there are so many people that love you. i know that its difficult but you have to tell someone. you may feel like there is no way out but there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. tell a trusted adult how you feel, although you may not want to you have to understand there is nothing embarrassing about this, so many people go through this and it is not your choice. it is an illness that you don't have control over. you should see a therapist, i know a lot of people that go to therapy and its really helpful. it will be okay in the end, and if its not okay, its not the end.
ps if you want to message me anytime, my snap is hazel_mw xxx