i’ve been almost six months clean since my last relapse and attempt. i’ve been proud but recently, my ptsd has been taking a toll on me. i used to be abused as a child and i was sexually harassed and assaulted by one of my family members. i keep hating on my body and blaming myself for my traumatic childhood despite how useful my coping mechanisms are. i just can’t get my mind to work with me, and it’s so so frustrating. i hate living in this household, and i just want to become financially stable enough to leave. im a closeted queer, with homophobic parents, its been very difficult. my dad has been nothing but a help, he keeps staring and commenting on me, my sister, and my mom’s body, repeatedly making us uncomfortable and feel unsafe. despite not being physically abused anymore, he still brings back such traumatic incidents from my childhood. it’s been hard trying to reach my seventh month
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im so proud of you for staying clean for 6 months, thats huge!! and im so so sorry you had to deal with that as a kid. but please remember that it was not your fault!! and if you can, once youre of legal age, maybe look into getting your own place to get away? idk. ily
I'm so so proud of you for staying 6 months clean And I'm also really sorry about what you went through. You will leave that toxic environment and you will be okay. You'll fight this battle and you will conquer your insecurities and thoughts because you're worth it . Stay safe and stay strong. Hopefully everything gets better for you soon💙
hey i’m so proud of you for being clean i know how hard it is. things will get better i promise. keep your head up 💕
hey. It must me really hard for you, I’m sure. We are so proud that you have been clean for so long! please try and find a hobby or something that makes you feel better. I really hope you will get better soon, ly!
wow , im so so sorry for this
i may of not had the best childhood but i am so grateful i never had to go through something like this , i really do hope things get better for you because you seem like such a sweet person and i dont even know you , i know its hard but please dont relapce.
you‘re 6 months ! Thats half a year , please try and make it to a year , you’ll make me and many others very proud 🤍.
i hope everything will get better for you in your household and i am VERY happy for you for staying six months clean 🤗