I don’t know why I just get lots of urges to kill people. Does anybody know how to stop it because the only way I can stop the feeling is to self harm and that isn’t very nice for me? Pleeeeaaaase.
I don't have direct experience with what you are experiencing but my ocd thoughts make me think i will kill people by accident if i do the wrong thing so i can relate with that I would suggest reaching out for support although it may be hard it is better in the long run as you have created a really viscous cycle atm.
ps. You having these thoughts does not make you a bad person it just means that you may need some help :)
I don't have direct experience with what you are experiencing but my ocd thoughts make me think i will kill people by accident if i do the wrong thing so i can relate with that I would suggest reaching out for support although it may be hard it is better in the long run as you have created a really viscous cycle atm.
ps. You having these thoughts does not make you a bad person it just means that you may need some help :)