i don't remember how exactly i suddenly remembered that moment, but ever since i did its really been fucking with me. i don't know whether it's called sexual assault, so forgive me, but i know that it was wrong. at least i think it was. the person was my mother. i don't want to go into the details of that specific incident, but aside from that she will sometimes grope my thigh, lift up my shirt, she can get touchy. and i told her to stop once and she said that she can do whatever she wants to me, because she is my mother. and that terrified me. i don't know what to do, i can't talk to anyone