hello. uh. this is new to me. so i guess i will just get into it. my name is ___ i’m 16. i’m half black half samoan. i have multiple pets and i moved to the US when i was 8. Thinking about it when i was younger i was exposed to a lot. never anything that has too much sexual info or anything but more on the violent side. Sometimes i cry about it when i think too hard. when i realize that my dad hit my mom constantly and my mom only got fed up with it two years ago and divorced him. but within those 13.5 years of marriage i went through a bunch. i’m not saying what i went through should be compared to what you went through. i just want to put it out there. so i just started the seventh grade. i was super excited. then i met a girl who soon treated me like shit and i soon realized it was an abusive friendship. she constantly lied and hurt me. she pushed me to self harming because she did it and she wanted me to be like her. The only scars that remain are the ones she gave me herself. after she left my school i got a bit better with my self harm and is made new friends. this boy soon got close to me. he was like a brother and i trusted him dearly. until later into the year where he will force me into the bathroom stalls and preform acts in him. he used to sit in my honors class and grope me behind the teachers back, he used to finger me in my english classes. no matter how many times i told him to stop he never did. this went on until the middle of 10th grade when i moved away. i have never told anyone but my closest friend and i still have scars from him. but thinking back at it why didn’t i do kore than tell him stop? i feared what he’d do to me so i let him drag me around and treat me like a dog. i have nothing more to say really. his name is Isaiah Williams he is a black man in that goes to wilson high school in long beach. thank you for reading my story.
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