i don’t really know how to start this off, but i’ll try anyway. a few weeks ago me, my dad, my step mom, my brother and her kids all took a road trip to the beach. i hated it because i was on my period the whole time & everyone knew, which made it suck worse. maybe 4 days into the trip i had a mental breakdown, i was really upset by the way i was being treated by everyone. they always use me for laughs. when i went to shower, my dad barged in and just looked at me for a while. i was shaking and holding everything that he could SEE. he just told me a few words and left. i hated leaving that bathroom knowing my own father looked at me, a naked 15 year old, the way cat-callers look at women. it’s been a few weeks since then and i haven’t left my room, told anyone anything. yesterday he came and visited me (i live with my real mom, they’re divorced.) and he hugged me, but he grabbed my boob mid hug. i tried to get him to stop it. i wish i was lying.