I just need to vent, my best friend won’t listen, and the people around me don’t care. This dude, me and him have a very toxic friendship, we do the most horrible things to each other. He’s very insecure too, although he hate each other, he knows the most about me and I know the most about his personal life. One day I had the hatred to expose his face in this discord server to one person. And that person told the dude and the dude got mad. I feel like a shitty person knowing how insecure he is, but at the same time he acts to victim, He tells everyone what I’ve done to make me look bad. I hate it so much, he acts like I’m not effected by it. But in reality I cry I’m sensitive too not just him. So after that all happened he left discord for a couple hours (he doesn’t do that I know him), I got so worried to the point I dmed all his friends and wrote him a whole paragraph about how I’m sorry and how I’m such a horrible person towards him. After a 2 days he blocks me when I tried to text Him hey again. Technically I told him sorry for no reason, he just blocked me and never said thank you for all the things I’ve done for him. I always let him vent to me and tell me his problems, I would call him for hours and help. But it was one time when I needed someone to be there for me when I felt the worst he never replied, and yet I still care for him. I may have been so toxic to him but that was only because I didn’t wanna get taken advantage of, but inside I really care for him. I’m such a horrible person to him, but I hate him on a urge too. lol that’s all. Thank you for listening though!
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